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Julianne Lea committed suicide last week. The systematic cuts in mental health care by the Republican Party since Ronald Reagan are what killed Julianne. People who suffer from mental illness often have no insurance and cannot get help. Is that a surprise? These are the people that need State and federal help the most. They are the ones that usually don’t get it. Look how beautiful she was.
When I fist started driving cab in 1995, I used to go thru the Old Hyde Park Village. It always seemed that when I was crossing Rome there was this hot looking chick that was crossing the street with a white smock on. I would blow the horn. I latter found out she was one of the cosmetic sales girls at Jacobson’s, and her name was Julianne. I used to stop for coffee at Joeffre’s and she would be in line and was pleasant and easy to talk to.
Jacobsons’subsequently closed and I lost touch with the cosmetic girl. Then one day on Christmas Eve 1999, I saw this beautiful women standing at the bus stop at Britton Plaza. She was looking around and it was cold out. I was third cab on the stand and if she wanted a cab she would take the first one. Then it hit me. That’s the Jacobson’s girl! I pulled up and asked her if she was alright and wanted a cab. She says “I think I know you.” So she got in the cab.
We drove around and she told me what was going on in her life. It was Xmas eve and I was lonely so I asked her if she wanted to go to dinner. We went to the Steak and Ale in Temple Terrace. She said she had an apartment in town (I later found out she was homeless) but decided to go home with me that night. There was no sex. She just wanted a place to chill for a few days. We hung out, watched TV and she told me she was a model, actress(she has been in local community theater) and a comedy writer. I found her personable, witty, smart, talented and she seemed to have a kind soul and was committed to noble causes. However, I gradually began to realize something unusual was going on.
I keep a journal and have the entries of that weekend in front of me. Certain observation I entered were “Delusional” “Psychosis.” things like that. I also made note that she did not sleep. She stayed up for the four days she was with me. I later learned that was a classic sign of her mental illness. I dropped her off at a bar on Tuesday night and she was gone for two weeks.
I went thru her stuff and found a phone number for her brother Doug and called him and left a message on his machine. His mother later called me and said she had been trying for years to get her daughter help. But the State of Florida was a let down and they could find no help for her. All they were told was that she was on a waiting list with thousands trying to get a Medicaid waiver thru the Florida Agency for Persons with Disabilities which is millions of dollars under funded.
You see, Julianne had Bipolar disorder. People with this are 20 times more likely to commit suicide than the general population. In fact, 8-12 percent of all people with Bipolar do successfully commit suicide! Julianne committed suicide last week. The police found a journal in which she outlined her plan to use a combination of pills and alcohol to do it. A store receipt was also found in her condo with the only items purchased being the the stuff she used to commit the act. This is so sad. It also was preventable.
There are no programs for mentally ill people in this country. Ronald Reagan saw to that. And his disciples followed in his lead. Our country needs the money to fuel the industrial, Bush, Chaney, Halliburton complex they have created.
Give Reagan props for ending the Cold War, but he spearheaded the closing of mental health hospitals in California and across the United States. Is it any wonder that California seems to have all of the crazy homeless people? State mental hospitals were taken away by Governor Reagan in the seventies, and federal mental health programs were later taken away by President Reagan in the eighties.
When Ronald Reagan was governor of California he systematically began closing down mental hospitals, later as president he would cut aid for federally-funded community mental health programs. It is not a coincidence that the homeless populations in the state of California grew in the seventies and eighties. The people were put out on the street when mental hospitals started to close all over the state.
Seeing an increase in crime, and brutal murders by Herb Mullin, a mental hospital patient, the state legislature passed a law that would stop Reagan from closing even more state-funded mental health hospitals. But Reagan would not be outdone. In 1980, congress proposed new legislation (PL 96-398) called the community mental health systems act (crafted by Ted Kennedy), but the program was killed by newly-elected President Ronald Reagan. This action ended the federal community mental health centers (see timeline on this link) program and it’s funding.
In closing, the next time you pass by a homeless person in downtown screaming to themselves at the top of their lungs, remember Reagan and now President Bush, for their misfortune.
If we spent money on programs that really helped people, Julianne may still be alive.
I really hope that TBT, St. Pete Times, Tampa Tribune or Creative Loafing will get a hold of this story and let people know how special she was and how unfair mental illness is treated in this society. Let people know how devastating it is to the people who are left behind who love the victims of this.
Julianne was the love of my life. I have received a mortal blow by her passing. I do not know if I can recover. My heart is so heavy, I feel I am slipping away. At this point that would be a good thing. I want to be with her so bad I can't stand it. My life is over. She was everything to me.
If this is the last post on this blog then so be it. My life will be a testament to who she was and where our nation needs to go to give compassion to those who cannot help themselves. Hillary Clinton is the ONLY Presidential canidate that is even addressing this issue
To everyone who has commented and read my blog, thanks.This loss is more than I can stand. I need to make sense of this for Juli. I can reconcile and finsih the business of our relationship by making sure things change in this country.
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